Update...
I move to Tennessee tomorrow.
I don't regret it but I know I am going to miss this place.
*silence*
My chemotherapy treatments are unofficially over. I say that b/c today was my original final chemo day but my old doctor was suggesting two extra chemotherapy treatments and 25 radiation therapies. I fought a war to get through to today. With no support in person in the sense of family members and loved ones I couldn't bare another treatment. Yeah it might sound a little dramatice but I wouldn't care if relapsed. I couldn't go another day...another treatment. The doctor says it's all gone so I don't understand why he wanted to put me through more.
Anyway, I have to get back to packing.
<3 Lotus
I don't regret it but I know I am going to miss this place.
*silence*
My chemotherapy treatments are unofficially over. I say that b/c today was my original final chemo day but my old doctor was suggesting two extra chemotherapy treatments and 25 radiation therapies. I fought a war to get through to today. With no support in person in the sense of family members and loved ones I couldn't bare another treatment. Yeah it might sound a little dramatice but I wouldn't care if relapsed. I couldn't go another day...another treatment. The doctor says it's all gone so I don't understand why he wanted to put me through more.
Anyway, I have to get back to packing.
<3 Lotus
posted by Lotus @ 10/05/2006 09:43:00 PM
2 Comments:
At Friday, October 13, 2006 8:42:00 AM,
Anonymous said…
Hang in there Lotus!
Almost done and then you can put your back to that place for good.
At Thursday, October 19, 2006 7:07:00 AM,
Lotus said…
LOL Thanks, I think I'm gonna be calling a local doctor tomorrow just to let them know that I moved into their local area. I just wanted to...take a break or make my body feel like I was taking a break from it all...just thinking about "going back to the treatments" makes me nauseated already.
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