Fighting Lotus

the ramblings of my adventures in dealing with governmental red tape

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Ever meet someone...

that makes you feel stupid and yet glad to be yourself all at the same time?

Anyway, I just finished reading this blog from this girl that I don't even know. It's funny how some people use alot of fancy words to make themselves seem so smart but in the end they are just as lost as the majority of the world. I'm glad I am not one of those people who are out to impress everyone else...I am just out to make my life as happy and as enjoyable as possible. I will truthfully say that I am not ALWAYS happy with myself but because we are our own worst enemy/critic is probably why I end up not being as happy as I would like. I admit there are a few people in my life that I like to impress but I don't feel it necessary to impress every living soul that I don't even know every waking and sleeping moment of the day. They are so lost in trying to impress other people that they don't even realize they are doing it anymore and have no idea who they really are. I think that the "blonde mentality" doesn't just go with being blonde.

Ok I really need some positivity here...sometimes I get so caught up in how stupid people are. It seriously shocks me sometimes. I know I am complaining but I seriously hate people that complain, which brings me to another person. Deep in my heart I guess I am hoping that the person I am talking about that COMPLAINS ALL THE FREAKIN TIME, will actually read this and know that I am talking about them. When you have absolutely nothing positive to say, EVER, how can you wonder why people don't like you? In life there is the future, no matter what age you are. One would think that once you get to a certain age that you would just forget all the negativity in your life but NO...some people just take the negativity and try to pass it on to the next generation...well I won't have it!!! I don't care if I have to sit there and bite my tongue until I am bleeding I will not join in. I can understand if once in awhile you get on a soapbox of negativity...I can even understand if you get on a soapbox of negativity for a whole day, BUT YOUR WHOLE LIFE???? How can you teach people that if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all, when you don't even follow the rule? Basically, SHUT THE HELL UP!!!

How the hell did I get here, oh, I was looking around at different layouts on other people's blogs, that's what happened. I did figure out how to add in different links and different categories. One thing I would like on this blog is the categorize feature. Makes it alot easier to group your entries, since I like to comment on movies, dining out, travel, etc. I'll have to look around a bit more on how to put that into this blog.

I always seem to get a bit sidetracked...anyway...here is a bit of info that I didn't know.
http://clubbeat.tv/blog/?p=65

Anyway, I am off my soapbox and a bit tired!

Night night,
Lotus

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